‘Out with the old, in with the new…’ Such an old concept. But for me it’s suddenly a profound one.

Last night I had an interesting experience. Before the usual 9pm 12-step meeting I attend most nights, I had meditated for the second time that day. (Instead of meditating for 45 minutes straight like before, I have been trying to break it up into smaller segments). Anyway, I went to my meeting as usual, but about halfway there, I began having ‘downloads’ of high consciousness understandings. Sometimes this happens during meditation but often it will happen later in the day or right after – especially when I meditate and focus my energy on the heart chakra area, which I’ve been told is where we store permanent understandings (gained from past lives).

So, the information I was receiving was quite profound. It’s like all of my recent questions were answered, one after another. I went into the meeting still in the state of receiving. And I’m glad I did – the meeting was about humility and the removal of our character defects. Being in a meeting is definitely also a spiritual experience (a lot of inner healing takes place in those rooms if the person allows it), so the understandings continued to come through. I was able to understand the material we were reading at a new level as well. But then I suddenly realized that I had to get home and type out all of the ‘stuff’ I was receiving – right away! However, I didn’t want to leave the meeting early because there were a couple people I wanted to talk to after.

Well, at about 10 til meeting close, I couldn’t wait any longer and drove home. I immediately got only my computer and typed out several pages of information. Much of what came through was part of my life’s purpose, answered questions, and more, plus many new ideas and clarity.

One important concept that came through at a new level was this: Invite in the new and it will start pushing out the old. Sometimes it’s hard to let go of the old without something to replace it, so take in an overabundance of new so that the old has no choice but to flee. (This is hardly new information, it’s been around for ages, but it was very profound for me to receive at the time). I realized that I could apply it to many areas of my life, including weight and diet. And with old worn out thought patterns and behavior.

For example, I’ve realized that the more fruit and veggies I eat on any given day, the more I will cut down on everything else I eat. Especially apples – one day recently I had about seven of them, spaced through the day, and it cut down considerably on anything else I consumed. Yesterday I drank tons of raw veggie juice (celery, carrot, tomato, yellow pepper, romaine lettuce and cucumber), and it was filling and so full of enzymes and goodness that I didn’t want to eat much else.

And the ‘out with the old, in with the new’ thing applies to thoughts and behavior as well. When I keep myself busy throughout the day with concentration exercises, spiritual reading, meditation, talking to friends, helping others, etc, I don’t have time to sit around and loaf or waste time. (Since I’ve been self-employed for years, this has been a constant struggle throughout the day, I’ve spent a lot of time reading, watching TV and messing around on the internet over the years!) As for my thoughts, I’ve already been applying the concept without realizing it. Positive affirmations and correcting and replacing the older thoughts has become part of my daily routine, and the results are miraculous.

Anyway, I’m really excited because I received clarity on new ideas for both websites and other projects, so today I am going to begin work on these.

Diet update:

Some of you know I’ve been struggling with my weight for years. Yesterday, I was talking to my new metaphysics teacher and telling her about how I never had real weight problems until after I started my celebrity body gossip website. She said, “Of course, it’s because you began focusing on weight, and that which you focus on will grow.” Obviously I’ve heard this concept before, but I love when someone will point something out right at the right moment for you to really ‘get’ it. She is right. The more we focus on what we don’t want (excess weight, or cutting out ‘bad’ foods for example), the more it will ‘grow’ and be a problem. This is where the ‘out with the old, in with the new’ comes in – when we begin focusing on what we want, bringing in the ‘new’ and healthy, and leaving behind the ‘old’ and unhealthy: fresh fruits and veggies, exercise, a visualized image of what we want to become, positive choices towards a vibrant, fit and healthy body. She also mentioned how many of us focus too much on what we are ‘cutting out’ of our diets, therefore, creating within ourselves a sort of starvation situation. I spoke a little bit about this in a recent post, so I am now focusing on the body I want and the foods I want to fill myself with rather than what I don’t want.

On that note, today I plan to eat many, many organic apples, drink lots of water and more veggie juice and have a beautiful dinner (which is now officially my ‘favorite’ dinner) of brown rice, steamed veggies and a mixture of beans, all thrown together on a plate:

Beans, rice & veggies plate

(On that note, I’ve started a new organic foodie blog here: OrganicVeggieGirl.)


So, I challenge you… what old idea or concept or behavior are you trying to do away with? How about turning your focus on what you want to replace it with instead? Do not let your attention stray to the ‘old’ behavior or thing. Keep your focus on what you are doing and becoming. Literally ‘fill’ yourself with it. If it’s a healthy diet, stuff yourself with fruits and veggies. (Organic apples work really well in this area!) If it’s a new frame of mind, say lots of positive affirmations throughout the day (out loud is preferable but thoughts are good too). Fill up on the new so that the old is pushed out!

I posted this on my Facebook today, and it pertains to this post! “A good friend reminded me today that making choices for the Good/Light in life is more effective than choosing ‘not’ to do something because we think it’s ‘bad’.

This past weekend, I received intuitive information (during a reading) concerning my thyroid. It turns out that it has been inflamed. Thankfully I also received the reasons why it is inflamed, plus suggestions on how to heal it.

Anyone who has read this blog for a while knows that I believe and know that thought is cause, and there is a thought pattern behind every single illness. This is certainly true for my thyroid issue. In Permanent Healing (a book I recommend everyone have a copy of), it states that the thought pattern/mental attitude for thyroid issues is simply, ‘Misuse of Will’. Meaning, I have not been exercising will and will power towards goals. I’ve been pretty honest about this issue in this blog, as you’ll see in previous posts!

The healing suggestion for thyroid conditions is this: “Picture a goal – move toward your goal with action and determination. Be purposeful about this, continuing to move forward step after step. This is correct use of will. Make conscious choices.” I received similar advice during the intuitive reading. The conductor (who asked the reporter to scan my thyroid area in the first place because my neck was/is swollen) suggested I say 10 times per day out loud, “I am making the decision to ____________”, then follow through immediately on the decision. I have been doing this since Monday.

The intuitive reading also pointed out other causes for my thyroid inflammation. An ‘overabundance of estrogen’ was one factor, as was the need for me to unite my Self (body, mind spirit as well as align my minds – conscious, subconscious and superconscious). I have decided to once again refrain from dairy but also soy to help balance out my estrogen. And last but not least, my need to express my high ideals in life has contributed to the issue. (I have suspected for some time that many lightworkers are suffering from weight issues for this very reason. Turns out my suspicions are on target!)

The chancellor at the College of Metaphysics (who actually wrote the above mentioned book and was also the conductor during the intuitive reading) also gave me advice on iodine supplements to take along with some dietary suggestions. Funnily enough, his dietary suggestions matched up with what I have been told numerous times in meditations or through intuitive exchange: a diet based mostly on veggies, fruit, grains, some vegetable oils, and some fish. Very little other meat if any. So I’ve decided to implement this advice beginning this week. (I went off my previous vegan diet pretty quickly because I was just unable to stick to it). However there will be a difference… instead of looking at this as ‘cutting out’ certain foods or maintaining a rigid schedule, which has never worked long for me, I am looking at this as a way to do the ‘right’ thing for my body, mind and spirit. Not just for weight loss. Not just for healing a thyroid condition. Each time I make a choice to eat something, it will be with the intention that I’m receiving nutrition and nourishment for my body, mind and spirit.

Visualization is also a very powerful tool for creating our lives the way we want it, so I am going to use it. I am picturing this inner brilliant light of Truth, and I am now making choices to nourish and add to that light with wholesome food choices. So yes, in essence, we can choose a diet ‘free’ from things (dairy, sugar, soy, meat, etc). But it’s the execution of daily choice based on how we ‘want’ to be and how we ‘want’ to eat is most important thing of all.

I will continue to update here as to how this is working. So far so good! A good spiritual friend of mine is doing something similar. She knows that by choosing a diet free from sugar, she is choosing to free up her spirit and energy.

And the continual choosing to do things throughout my day is putting me into a new perspective and frame of mind – one where I am actually creating my day and life, as opposed to just going through the motions for no purpose, as I’ve done most of my life.

Perhaps this is one reason why obesity and thyroid conditions are out of control with many people – because we have gotten complacent in our lives and don’t make any real conscious decisions to do things. Instead, we go through the motions.


So I challenge you… what is one choice that you can make today to improve your life, just a little? Figure it out, then start choosing it!

Many people have the gift of Clairaudience, or ‘Spiritual Hearing’, however, some are more easily able to tap into it than others. My own gift of spiritual hearing started making itself known last year and has continued to strengthen in recent months. In the past few weeks, it has gotten so obvious that I not only ‘hear’ it, but feel it. Perhaps my spiritual and mental disciplines are bringing it out more, or perhaps it is being affected by the Unity Consciousness that is taking place on this planet. Whatever the case, I have received clear intuitive guidance lately along with an accompanied gut feeling over decisions I’ve had to make.

One of the very clear messages that has come through this week – yet again – is that I should not be eating cheese/dairy. Now, I have received this same guidance in at least one dream and also intuitively a few times during and after meditations in recent months. However, this week, it was so clear that there was no way I could misinterpret it or ignore it. See, after trying veganism again for a short period, I added back in eggs and cheese and went back to lacto/ovo vegetarianism. However, I have craved cheese constantly throughout this time. It seems there is no middle ground with me and dairy – I appear to be literally addicted to it.

So after a week or two of liberal cheese-eating, two days ago I received the following message loud and clear: “You should not be eating dairy”. Before I could even ask ‘why?’ (as is common with these dialogues – they seem to anticipate your questions in advance and will start answering questions before you ask them), the reply came immediately: “Dairy is a non-food.” Before I could ask ‘why?’ again, the answer came, “because of the casein protein, hormones, antibiotics and way that the animals are treated.” My mind wandered over towards organic dairy at that point, but I was led to understand that even cows that produce organic dairy are occasionally fed antibiotics (as they get sick too), and that milk is chock full of casein protein, which is also used as glue to hold furniture together, among other things. Milk also has feel-good chemicals like morphine in it (originally intended for baby cows to encourage them to continue drinking their mother’s milk). Also, by the time milk goes through all of the rigorous pasteurization, it is basically devoid of vitamins and minerals. Lastly, it was revealed clearly to me that the over-population of cows in this country that are used for both dairy and meat is completely unethical, unnatural and cruel.

Wow. Trust me, I did NOT want to hear this. Granted, I’ve read all of this stuff in various books and websites over the years. However, this was the first time I was given this information directly from within in such a clear manner. I could/can no longer ignore it. I do not want to ignore it. However, the cheese-addict within started getting sad.

So, as of today – May 7, 2011, I am back on a vegan eating plan. I fully intend to stick to it this time with the rare exception of when someone makes me a meal that contains a little bit of dairy and/or eggs. No meat whatsoever.

On that note, I am going on a road trip to California with my sister and niece. We are leaving tomorrow, and I have packed many raw vegan food bars, apples, soy milk and other vegan snacks. I’m looking forward to being in Southern California – they cater to veganism and organic eating quite extensively out there (well, depending on where you are at). I will be visiting the Los Angeles and Irvine Whole Foods markets, which are both rather large and well-stocked.


So, what has your intuition been telling you lately? Listen closely. It may have a special message for you.

It is an absolutely beautiful day today!

Today I accept where I am right now. I do not wish to go ahead and I do not wish to dwell in the past. The past is passed and the future hasn’t yet arrived.

I’m back on day 2 of vegan eating. Over the past couple of months, I have been advised via intuition and spiritual channels that my best diet right now is a vegan (Sattvic – see link below) one – mainly brown rice, veggies, fruit, beans, greens, etc. I’ve struggled to maintain this eating plan and I keep going off of it, but yesterday I decided that I’m going to follow through for at least a solid month. I haven’t given vegan eating a fair chance because I usually give up within a couple of weeks.

Many people wonder if veganism raises the body’s vibrations. I believe it does and there is plenty of information around to back up that idea. It is said that eating meat and animal products lowers a person’s vibrations. It is also believed that eating natural, enzyme-rich foods is best for meditation and spiritual practice. This is a good link that discusses the Sattvic Food Philosophy.

I’ve experimented a lot with my diet over the past couple of years and have had some interesting experiences. When subsisting solely on fruits, for example, I have the deepest meditations and often feel euphoric. However, I also tend to get emotional and find it hard to stay grounded. I lose weight easiest on a low carb diet, however, I always get sick within the first week or two, plus I have often ended up with low electrolytes and/or dehydration. (My body seems, for whatever reason, not to do well with high protein). As for a vegetarian (lacto/ovo) diet, I didn’t notice anything outstanding, except that I would eat way too much cheese and often crave it. :) When I’m sticking to a vegan diet, I have to be careful not to consume too many breads and pastas. (Breads and pasta – no matter if it is whole wheat and/or sprouted grain or not, does not seem to satiate my appetite). I feel lighter overall and sleep better, however, I also go through detox periods where I feel weak and/or excessively tired.

So, I’m going to dedicate myself to a totally vegan diet for a full month (starting from yesterday). I believe it will allow me to learn discipline and mindful eating and keep my spiritual/body vibrations higher. I’ll update here from time to time and let you all know how it’s going!

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