Hey all! I know I haven’t updated here in a while. I’m back in Oklahoma (after spending Friday-Tuesday in Missouri) and working on a new post for this site. It will probably be called something like “What I’m Learning About Greed”.
Last weekend was spent at the College of Metaphysics for a spiritual focus session, and then I went down to Branson for a couple of days. I got to spend some quality time with several like-minded, wonderful people, meditate with an enlightened teacher who I also consider to be my mentor, and spend lots of time in nature with trees. As a matter of fact, I have a new appreciation for nature and trees after spending this past Monday and Tuesday taking nature walks with a good friend! Tree-hugging is something I highly, highly recommend to anyone who hasn’t yet tried it.
Speaking of which, if you walk up to a tree and ask it to tell you something, it usually will. (If people are around, you can ask in your head. ) I received this on Monday from a beautiful old tree down near the dam in Branson: “Rooting yourself in simplicity and stillness will allow a higher consciousness to be received.”
I had a two hour spiritual counseling session on Sunday with the enlightened teacher/mentor, which was very enlightening and healing.
I also went to see a spiritual healer who specializes in removing entities that are attached to a person. It turns out that I needed some extra help in this area. Recently, I’ve learned how to deal with entities and even managed to release a few that have been with me for many years. However, sometimes you need outside help when you are dealing with something that is rather powerful, or at least something that you have been giving a lot of power to for a long time. So, this guy ended up removing three from me that had been causing me a lot of agony and angst. If anyone out there in the Springfield/Branson area in Missouri needs help with this, I can give you a recommendation for someone who charges only a very small fee but is very effective.
Anyway, I have already noticed a difference within myself. For one thing, some food cravings have lessened to the point of almost non-existence. Also, I can now meditate without hearing voices all the time. Certain other things have also improved. I’m keeping an eye on things and have a follow-up appointment with the guy next week. Apparently, entities can and do sometimes compromise certain parts of the body they are attached to, and over time, do some damage. In my case, it turns out my liver was compromised and working at a pretty low level (that recent blood tests actually confirm), which was keeping me quite toxic. The healer managed to raise the vibration of my liver so that it is now flushing toxins out quite rapidly, to the point that I have been actually detoxing like crazy for the past few days. It’s not the most fun thing to go through, but I’m helping things out by drinking lots of water and tea.
As for attracting entities in the first place, there are many reasons why they ‘come aboard’. In my case, I attract them naturally for various reasons. Unfortunately some of my healing and intuitive work attracts them. This is one reason that I will probably refrain from doing any of this kind of work until I have raised my vibration to a higher level and am stronger in allowing energies to pass through me. More on this later… I intend to write a long post at some point about the many reasons we attract entities, plus how to release them.
Moving on… I had to make a very important decision about the house in Sedona. I have decided to move out of it and stay in Tulsa, for now at least. Whatever I was supposed to do there, I have already done, or can accomplish before I officially move out of that house.
I am focusing on building will power and discipline in my daily life for now. Those are my main goals for the rest of this year. I apparently have soul understandings in both of these, but due to my upbringing and the same old ‘tapes’ that have played in my head (brain pathways) for years, I haven’t been drawing upon those understandings to the extent that I can. So, it’s back to daily meditations and disciplines for me: concentration, affirmations, meditation, visualization and other things that I did much of last year but fell away from this year.
Check back soon for a new post!